Thursday, December 23, 2010

23.12.2010

Today i was late. Cos  last night i was so very tired. Idk why everytime i go with eusya or Nessa i will be very tired. Maybe its the busway. Frickin unstable and makes me exhausted.
Oh and i get mollested again in the bus yesterday. Sucky. Today was okay i guess. Meet Evonne. 
and reading apocalromant. And it was fun
Now i must go to Blok M again and meet up with eusya and Nessa. 
Nessagive me challange to shut down my internet connection and get into drawing one "finished" piece with background. I dont know what to draw. Any suggestion? Please comment :) Or maybe text me on messenger! :) 
Ok gotta flew now. See you later!!


I want a date in Christmass ;__; I will stay in and do nothin in this Christmas plus i dont get any day off beside the 25th december TTATT oh my 

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

22.12.2010

I take this last last night when i just come home tired and bored. LOL 
Is that my twin there? LOL 

I looks drunk there! LOL 

Creepy smile?

Green!

Silly Faces LOL 

I look very fat there haha. I wish the diet program will works! 

Catch up after one week absent!

Okay it's been so long since i write this supposed to be "daily" Journal. A week, isn't it? An one sweet week. LOL 
So yeah here i am reporting what been happened lately. 
I can't remember what happened from Wednesday last week! :( 
Okay I'm remember now. In 15 and 16 December I meet my friend from Japan. We ate in Kiyadon in 15th december. It was pretty funny that i ate sjapanese food with japanese guy in Jakarta. LOL I mean he was having long way trip here and had sushi? LOL. But it was okay he were happy and that's all count i guess. LOL And maccha ice cream! Oh i remember i put the pic somewhere! 
The Chawan Mushi; As appetizer! 
The sushi! 
Maccha Ice Cream! For dessert.
Oishikatta wa! haha. I'm so full and happy! And after that we walk around the Grand Indo like morning walk, yeah no stop. Like having sports haha. And i must rush to my last train after! Thank god i made it to take the last train in Sudirman. 
Stasiun Sudirman!!
Not too crowded that time yeah. 
In Friday he come back to Japan in 11.40 am. Mata aou ne! 
And that day i come home fast bring the laptop home and play cafe world on facebook all night long LOL.
Saturday not doin much and go home after. In Sunday, 19 December is good though. I had dinner with Vanessa. We ate "Mie Kocok"  I order it first and after adding some spice like chilli, and lime, extra lime and more chilli, Nessa got interest to the taste and order the same thing.
Mie Kocok!!
20 December ;
Today our maid is quitting. So that night i come home earlier and wash the clothes and also aunty's bed sheet. That night was very tired but quite nice! I fall in deep sleep after! And got late in 21 December in Tuesday! 
Haha. And I keep watching Supernatural from first season since then! 
Until today in Wednesday,
22nd December! And i start eating Tuna sandwich from 21 dec until now. I dont know will i have long holiday this Year end or not. I hear it will only be the 25 december and 31december and 1st January. :( Not feel happy abt it though. But oh well. What can i say. 

And I'm shocked that i hear "White Rabbit" Song in old version in the SPN 2nd season! Woah. Haha. I hate horror movies. I'm terrified everytime i watch it! Yet the SPN is an exception! I enjoy watching it as i enjoy fangirling while watching it. Yeah the fangirl blood is running thickly in my veinssssss. I know. 

Today I plan to go watching Tron movie with Vanessa and drag eusia with us. Mere the merrier, as usual. 
So i should be in their office at 6 pm. I hope i wouldn't late or vanessa will butcher me alive like a vengeance soul. *indication of watching too much spn* Haha.

Oh i have some pic our last time hanging out together!
Here it is 




We finish midnight! It was fun. LOL That's when we watched Rapunzel. With the charming horse, Max! LOL 

 Hope we ill have fun too tonight! :3 
Okay see you later! 



Tuesday, December 14, 2010

14.12.2010

Oh helo hai.
Today my big boss was come to my workplace. Not really interested story to tell. So we skipped that part.
Oh i bought complete Supernatural 3rd season for Vanessa! I also accidentally bought Haunted. But i saw it have very low rating on the internet. SO i think i will change it with another titles. I feel so unwell today. I think i got fever. And also very sleepy. 
I'm not makin much progress into the comic editing only up to 3 pages. Man, why am i work so slow this time? :( Ill be sleep all night today and work all day tomorrow. Oh i gotta meet up with my friend too. But also feel so lazy. Plus my friend is from Japan and i think my jap lang ability become so very rusty lately. Or maybe i should start to write journal using the jap lang? How do you think, hmm? 
Err no i dont think so. It will be so messed up haha. Plus kinda limited to write. 
Damn man i always find this Dean Winchester is soooo attractive. And very cuteeeee aren't he? :3
But sneaking watchin horror while you worksing is not good idea. You will be distracted and start shouting nonsense "Akh, aw no, ouch" LOL.
No news from Yosua. SO i guess i will be free tonight. Heading home fast and hit the shower and sleep i think. 
Maybe later at 8. 
Damn man i'm so run out money this month. Hard to survive with my crappy salary. It's not like the boss doesn't give me well. It's just the job didnt pay much!!! Yet i should but my Internet credit by tomorrow. sigh. 
Okay then that's it for today.
I'll see you tomorrow!

Monday, December 13, 2010

13.12.2010

Okay blog time.
Today was fun. I'm staying in today. Not going to work. 
Today i plan to work on my freelance job but end up get distracted so much with youtube!! LOL 
And hmm reading 3 comic books of naruto, and having some dance exercise at night. 
I take some coffee so i hope i can work late tonight. I doubt it though. 
I supposed to be meeting up with Ratna this lunch. D: Too bad i cant make it since she coming to my workplace area. The thing is if i stay in, i couldn't go anywhere. Since the downtown is pretty far. :( 
And I supposed to be meeting up with my old frien and watch movie with him to catch up. We dont talk for ages! But i canceled it and maybe we should arrange next time. Oh check out his blog in yosua.net !!
He write funny things. Too bad in Bahasa. 


My friend, vanessa being addicted to Supernatural Lately. Haha she keep on watching it. And she also watch Kutcher's dvd today called "SPREAD" and she said it makes her hates Kutcher more. LOL.


And she introduce me to waterland. I'm watching it right now while i keep on editing her stuff. :) She gives me a sidejob! What a  nice of her! Its 180 pages comic i should edit and separate the font layer. Her editor didn't tell her she must separate the font layer when she submitting her works. so yeah she must re-do it. And she didn't have the original file while the whole pages still separated. LOL. SO its like doin the touch up editing the pages, basically. Should do my best to do that! It's been long time since i editing any comic pages! :) I hope i can cope up with it! And doin well. I hope. 


Oooh today i talked to Dinosaurprince! He was my old client! Missed him! He seems okay now. Still looking for job Though. But i can see he become famous now! And very passionate with his site! Oh it's a gay site actually. In how if you're interested :) He used to comission me back then and help me financially by giving me illustration jobs! Some of them is: 
Haha They all is so old drawings. :) 
Yeah i've been thinking lately to get back on my drawing ship and get into it after hiatus for a very long time. Its been like a year or two. I hope i will not loosing my passion anymore! :) I dont know if i got the talent or not. All i know is drawing makes me happy and can help me to forget my sorrow! So yeah! 
OKay i'll be taking my late night shower and o some stuff after this. 
 See you tomorrow!!! <3 

Sunday, December 12, 2010

12.12.2010

Today i learn the SHINee rig ding dong dance and wonder girl's 2 different tears. But i realizeeeeeeeee that i cannot do any choreography dance!!! I cannot follow the step, feel so nervous. 


And last night i sleep at 4 a. So sleepy right now. I working out my legs by 2 SNSD menu though. Its quite fun to do while watchin the vid :) 


I supposed to be go and meet evonne today and go to the gym but im so exhausted i cannot go. Plus having some trouble at home so i cant go to the gym with her, too bad. I really want to run in the air conditionered room actually, but what more can i say. 


Maybe i should take nap right now and woke up again later to finish my drawing. Okay see you later at night!! :) 


Oh what i realize is yeah life is being more colorful when u had something to achieve even it just a small thing and if u do some sport, let the bad ion out by the sweat :)


Tttyl! 

11.12.2010

I know its not 11 anymore. I got distracted alot when i write this journal. 
Today i got my friend cheering me up and pull me out from my emo slump. :) 
She even being my diet target partner. We talk alot and try to catch up. She also tell me abt her current project. For her final exam. I wish she will get best result for it! And she showed me some of her recent art. And they are so amazing! I love them all. 
Oh we talk abt gyaru and ulzzang too. She likes korean style the ulzzang and i like gyaru. Ulzzang using the plastic surgeon as their beauty source. But the gyaru using cospmetics, make ups, hair dye and hair do to make them look pretty. And i really appreciate what gyaru do <3 I'm not sayin the graru didn't do any plastic surgery. But gyaru in late 2000 is using make up and make their face as a canvas! :) 


Oh we also agree abt the diet menu and targets. I also will to learn the korean dance choreography.  
And we agreed we will record it LOL. so her project name is "Ulzzang Revolution" and mine is "Less emo project" LOL Cos since i become fat, it makes me more and more emo! And become more selfless and losing my self confidence. So it will be my journey to gain it back.


It will be maximum 10 month while.
I'll be start in 13th December. And my first deadline is 27th December and i must lost my first two kilos!
Yosh ganbatte!


Oh today i learn many things. And i also learn new way to hair do-ing my hair. It's so exciting. 
Mutia give me some links of the ulzzang too! And i learn new way to mix matching my outfit. All i need is some pair of new shoes and bags. :) 


Oh damn i forgot to take today pics! :( i was making my hair! Ah but Fung Ching was come to my work place and i got distracted!!
Today was kinda busy. And feel so lazy to go even upstairs to buy some lunch.
I will start my detox-vegan-dance program by 13th dec. So excitedddd! I hope i can lose weight soon!
I really want to try wearing super cute clothes and super sexy mini skirt befor i'm 30!!! :) 


Oh today i take economical train and got 4 guys groped my butt. But im too tired to yell so i just stand there. I dont even curse. So tired and my hips, thigh and legs all aching and sore. Also my foot. Aching so much so tired and feel hurt. 


And i'm still addicted with this facebook games. LOL. The Cafe world. LOL 


Okay maybe after cook some dishes in the game, i'll go sleep.
See you tomorrow. 
No i wont say its tomorrow before i got to sleep! So its still consider as 11 december 2010! LOL *in denial* 


Oh yeah my housemate is drowning soooooooo deep in Supernatural Fandom!!! Haha! OYESSHHH LOL. I think Jensen Ackles is sooooooo cute <3 Dont you think so?
This is the icon she made out of the Spn 2nd season 


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Isnt he veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery cute? I found his chewing face is a big turn on! LOLOL 

Friday, December 10, 2010

10.12.2010

So yesterday i was watching the Harry Potter 7th with Eusia! And she been watched it 4 times! LOL 
Its not like she like it very much, she just doin everyone a favour. Si there we are and we arrived to the theater right abt 5 minutes the movie will on. So we dont had any chance to eat anything. And right when the movie is abt to begin, Eusia ask me if i want a burger or not. LOL i said it will not be open after the movie, and she said she watched it already so she will go out and but some foods. I said okay :) So she bought me two nugget burger with one ice cream sundae<3


And we went home straight after the movie. Just that it.
Oh today i oke up earlier. Actually i always woke up early. But i feel lazy and stay in bed. Today i only stay in bed once. Usually it will comes like 3 or 4 times. Haha.
So yeah. I got the bad train. Economical diesel one. Quite dangerous. we have thief and stuff. I got some guys grope my butt before in the train. But today is quite nice! Not that dangerous. :) 
Oh speak of which, last night when i go to Eusia office, i take a bus. And someone lost a cellphone. So the bus conductor were searching the phone all over our bags. Quite funny, that since they dont lift any passanger anymore the bus is not too crowded even in rush hour. Got lucky but late by abt 30 minutes there. Haha. But eusia being okay so yeah. The girl is not being caution abt her suroundings! That's why she got robbed. :) 


Okay i think i gotta go now. :) see you again tomorrow.


Oh i'm taking some pics today. I like this outfit but never got chance to wear it before :) 






Oh and i like the hairband too! Alot! LOL 

Okayy see you tomorrow!!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

09.12.2010

I dont get the polygamous mindset. Idk how ppl can share their love equally. 
And having that frickin conversation kinda upset me. sigh.boys. 


SO! I'm gonna watch the harry potter movie with eusia and her friends today! :) Will report tomorrow. I better get ready~ See you. 

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

08.12.2010

Im so bad at keeping thing in track. Just like this frickin blog. Im sorry, blog. *hugs* 
So what happened? Yeah we start from Friday, right? 
Friday i was goin out and watch Tangled, Rapunzel with Vanessa the housemate and Eusya her office mate. :)
It happened we liked it. figured. The guys is not too appealing even Eusya keep sayin he is hot, but i agreed with Vanessa when he said Maximus, The Horse is way much hotter than Eugene. And more knight alike. Than the human. Yet so funny, and amusing! :) What a perfect guy! Err i mean horse. Haha Oh i can show you how cute they are. But maximus is way much cuter. Hmm we almost think if maximus is relative with Optimus Prime, The Transformer. LOL.
Here they are: 


And abt Saturday... As usual go to work and goin back home after. Nothing interesting happened. Sunday is the same. Oh i draw for my friend to cheer him up. 

Not always work but at least i tried. LOL 

Sunday i take day off, and Tuesday is National Holiday. Tuesday is cool day. We ate gado gado for lunch and Dinner, I got treated Delivery McD from Vanessa.

Too bad she got kinda pissed off with me at night. She asking me to do her a background for her comic, but i dont get it done when she asked. I could've said and making excuse she didn't give me an exact deadline. But yeah it was my fault that i keep slacking off becos im a deadline person. I mean last minute person. Bad thing i know. But i always got things done. Unless im pretty not sure when the deadline is. But yeah no excuses. My fault. Hard to say im sorry when you know that the other party were like not fully heartly take it and will say "yeah what can we do abt that" :(( sob. It's just me whining and being bitch here. 

But its yeah kinda get me to emo and negative vibe. *slapself* Wake up! No. Stay positive! :( Hang on and fix it! 

sure.


Okay ill better get going now. See you tomorrow. I hope. LOL. 


Friday, December 3, 2010

03.12.2010

Today was okay. Not really okay when you feel maybe you attracted to someone but you dont like the feeling of it. Hahaha. I talked to the people and get rid of my illusional feeling, phew.


I gonna watch Tangled today with Vanessa my housemate!!! Yessssssh, the rapunzel!!!! Gonna give the report tomorrow. 


Today i come late again to the work place, it raining so heavily at Bintaro. So i should wait until it stop raining, so i can go. :) But yeah today was fine despite of being idk why utterly emo for couple of hours. Haha. 
Bought Tahu bulat and ate them inthe morning. Was yummy <3 Oh damn i forgot to take the pic!!! I always did that, didnt i?


Okayyy off to go meet vanessa and rapunzel! Oh i mean watch the rapunzel! Should take pic of it! Make the blog less boring. Got it memorized! LOL 


See you tomorrow!


PS: YES! I almost not write this journal. I glad i diddd<3 

Thursday, December 2, 2010

02.12.2010

So here i am again writing this blog. Actually im using this blog writing a therapy so i could stick doing this. Yeah kind of a duty. 
Yesterday was goin out with Ika and Fung Ching, for celebrating Fung Ching birthday party! 
we dine in hachi hachi bistro in Taman Anggrek Mall, Jakarta. Man i love that place. I like their menu, their fusion, their cook, and the surroundings is quite cozy even though they shoul expand it a lil bit i guess. Haha but i think what they take is kinda "hoki" spot. Haha. It was sakae sushi there. The sakae sushi is good. It just sushi not hit into jakarta that much few years back then. I only had chance ate once time in the sakae sushi. Too bad. 
Here is some of the pic: 




Philadelphia roll
Philadelphia roll 
Fresh Roll
 Fresh Roll
Fresh Roll! 
Green Mixed Salad 
Green Mixed Salad<3
 Black Dragon Roll
  Black Dragon Roll
Salmon Sandwhich sushi

And take some pics after the good dining <3 At the Bank. LOL 





In the train. I look spooky here. 

 And i Bought new bandana!!! And cant help for not taking pic out of it!! 
 the cute bandana!
I look cuter with the bandana! LOLOL 

That it for yesterday report!

Today i watch Hachiko on the dvd<3 I watch it twice stright away and still crying even at the second time watch it. My eyes swollen and hurt now. Haha. 

Oh i just remembered, friend of mine saying he saw a man molesting a girl in the transjakarta bus. Get into her panty even!!! And Last night, FungChing said she saw in straight 2 days a gil being molested too. But the girl didnt do anything abt it and pretend like its nothing, just like what my other friend said!! I think it's nuts! :( Or they really want it? To get mollested? Sigh. I got some guy molest me on train or busses, but i stand out for my self. I dont like they tput their fingers on me! And last night when me and fung ching take a P12 buss to go to gajah mada, Im on my way home yeah, I got a guy sit beside me, pretend to sleep and brush his hands on my shoulder, MANY TIMES. And i keep warn him like saying "hey mas, bang" But he keep do it again and again and again. I feel like want to flick him HARD. lol But yeah nothin happen after that sine i must get off the buss and take another buss. to go to the train station :) 
Yeah today is quite nice i guess. :) i read some horror comic on the mangamagazine.net too. Gothic style. looks okay but less detail, too bad.

Okay, see you tomorrow!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

01.12.2010

Good day! 
Today i will be goin out to hachi hachi bistro in taman anggrek mall with my beloved friends, fung ching and ika. Its been along time since i meet ika!! To be think abt it, three of us dont act like 26 at all. I think our ages was dies at 21. LOL . Today we will celebrate fungching's bday! :) Yayyyy. Actualle her birthday is in 29 november which 2 days ago. But we have the chance to celebrate it today. I'll post the pic tomorrow :) 


Today is quite good. Last night im goin out with a friend, we have dinner in Takemori, Grand Indonesia. It was rather upsetting, They serve small amounts of the beef. :( Even they told it's 50%off i think they cut off the beef amount out of it too. :(
And we talk abt lot of things, the other party talk ore though. I like to listen, and i dont have any idea what to talk abt. I always clueless abt what to talk abt when im go with this person. 
Too bad i dont take pics abt any of the food. Im always never remember to take pics!!! LOL and regret it afterwards. 
Next time i willl! surely will. LOL
Today peter contact me if i can give him the sketch tomorrow or at 3 december or not. He is very nice giving me more time. I hope i can do the sketch righttttt. 


Sometimes at time like this i feel i really miss my housemate and want to call or text her, but she is still at work now, it will bug her alot so i hold back myself. LOL
I wish her comic project, "Dragon Lullaby" Will goin okay.
OH! If you happen to read this page and interested, please visit and reah her comic, and maybe register to the forum and give any nice feedback to her, please?:) here 

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

30.11.2010

Do you ever feel so lonely even you're in the crowded, you meet so many people but yet there you are feel so alone and lonely. I know most people dont talk abt it, it makes they feel uncool and lame. Some say you must speak out what you feel, but nah i dont think so, when you tell it out, peaople will see it as your weakness. so here i am writing this to makes me feel better haha. dont care if its lame even. 


Today i got my boss called me and say she is being upset cos i come to the workplace late lately. She wants me to come in 8.30am, while IF i come there it will be nobody there in the building. I mean its a shop district right? and most ppl come by 9-10am.
If i come before 8.30 it wont do any good! And i were there alone in the district :( No customer nada. sigh. Plus, the boss was first tell me i should come in 9 now she want me to come 8.30. sigh. Oh let me rant... i cannot do anything against my boss haha. 
pheww feel all better after rant it in a journal. Hmm maybe ill put some of my rant writing everyday. lol since there is nobody will read anyway :) 
 so yeah my first real journal is a rant journal. Nice. LOL